Yep, I call it a lil research! ;)
It's still about my best copycat that i told you before. But it's the "calm way" (realize that i was on my PMS when i wrote my previous blog). ;P
Last Wednesday, i met my copycat again, at campus (the only place we could possibly meet). I saw her staring at me from the distance that time, before i eventually came to her and say hi. It's a rare thing for me to have that situatin. Because although we are friends, we only meet when we're hanging out with other friends only. So it's kinda weird situation for me.
While waiting for my lecture to come, i spent my time with her to get to know her better. So i could understand her much (my wish). Ya, we talked a lot that time (for the first time).
That noon, i began to ask her anything, and she replied. I asked her the things that makes me always wondering why she always try to copy me in everything.
You know what? I got the answer! And that made me really understand why she did it so far.
Yep, she needs a role model! (as Tywo said to me. You're right Tywo, thanks! :> ) Because she didn't have it so far.
In my conclusion: She doesn't have enough confidence all this time. Probably due to her weight, state of the economy, or anything else that becomes the problem. Until finally she knows me and make me as her role model. To change, and become better [from her point of view]. (Although sometimes it was slightly disturbing me) ;p But, it's ok for now. Because i've come to understand why. :)
Now, I've decided to get closer to her. So, i'll get understand her more and more, and i could help her to find her own "identity" (a beautiful image of her self). Yep, i will! x)
Well well well, I still wanna talk about her much here, but i got to go now for Endah n Rhesa live accoustic performance right now! I don't wanna miss it even for a sec! (click the link, i bet you'll like them too!) ;)
So, i really am going now... hhi See you later bloggers! :*