a Greet from Januari

Hello there, here's my 4th blog site, the continue of my lifetime stories in my 1st, 2nd, and 3rd before.. But i'll still active in my 3rd, so see u here and there!! ;)

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Friday, April 23, 2010

a lil research (on my copycat)

Yep, I call it a lil research! ;)
It's still about my best copycat that i told you before. But it's the "calm way" (realize that i was on my PMS when i wrote my previous blog). ;P

Last Wednesday, i met my copycat again, at campus (the only place we could possibly meet). I saw her staring at me from the distance that time, before i eventually came to her and say hi. It's a rare thing for me to have that situatin. Because although we are friends, we only meet when we're hanging out with other friends only. So it's kinda weird situation for me.

While waiting for my lecture to come, i spent my time with her to get to know her better. So i could understand her much (my wish). Ya, we talked a lot that time (for the first time).

That noon, i began to ask her anything, and she replied. I asked her the things that makes me always wondering why she always try to copy me in everything.

You know what? I got the answer! And that made me really understand why she did it so far.
Yep, she needs a role model! (as Tywo said to me. You're right Tywo, thanks! :> ) Because she didn't have it so far.

In my conclusion: She doesn't have enough confidence all this time. Probably due to her weight, state of the economy, or anything else that becomes the problem. Until finally she knows me and make me as her role model. To change, and become better [from her point of view]. (Although sometimes it was slightly disturbing me) ;p But, it's ok for now. Because i've come to understand why. :)

Now, I've decided to get closer to her. So, i'll get understand her more and more, and i could help her to find her own "identity" (a beautiful image of her self). Yep, i will! x)

Well well well, I still wanna talk about her much here, but i got to go now for Endah n Rhesa live accoustic performance right now! I don't wanna miss it even for a sec! (click the link, i bet you'll like them too!) ;)

So, i really am going now... hhi See you later bloggers! :*

x.o. Januari

Monday, April 19, 2010

Oh my copycat, you are such a HARD WORKER! ;)

Do you ever have a copycat? Yep, the imitators of yourself!

Tonight, i'm very interested to tell you about THE BEST ONE! The most loyal and never give up one! Yep, the BEST LOYAL AND HARD WORKER COPYCAT of mine! hohoho

How did she get dressed, make up, her behavior, how she talk, even how she write. SHE ALWAYS TRIED TO EQUATE IT MY WAY! Yep! It has been happening for years, and i know that from the very first start.

I'm not angry at all about she trying so hard to be like me. But the thing is more about i want her to know that SHE FAILED! So fails to be me. I don't like seeing my self in a ruined way like that! uh, haha. And it just makes her look odd and not genuine at all. And I honestly feel sorry for her.

What do you think? LOL

Bad huh?! Then why don't you create your own image? Because the results will be better than the artificial one, i'm sure. You can follow some part of me that you can, but do not force what you can't. Go try it girl, for your own good. Believe me! That will create your own self image. And that will be great!

It only makes me more sorry for her day by day, because she worked too hard for the things she can't possibly achieve. One reason, I am only one, and until any time there would be no one that ever gonna 100% just like me.

So honey, just think about it. I'm sure someday you'll find what's best for you. And of course it would not be BEING A COPYCAT! ;p

And one thing for last, I am sure you will find many interesting things to do when you stop following me, because you have lots of spare time! ;) *SMOOCH!

x.o. Mochie Gachie

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

newwwsssss flashhhhh

02.42 a.m. already. And i miss writing here a lot. I've been busy with my final research. (Everyday's a library day.) And my notebook's corrupt. GREAT huh?! Even now i have to do my final research not by my own notebook but my dad's. :( Thanks Pap!

Almost 3 now, and i have to wake up at 8, and do the presentation for my final research proposal by 10. OK, It's time for me to jump to bed! 5 hours remaining, no time for lullaby. I have to go now.

See you blogger! *kiss
x.o. January
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