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Friday, June 17, 2011

The Story of the Late Night Machine and Me

(Last night story)

Hello night, hello dark early morning, hello beautiful old moon, hello there! How are you?

This is me, here, writing in the very silence night as usual. With the dim light and soft sounds of music in my bedroom. Lovely.


Friday, June 17, 2011. 03:24 a.m already here, but unsleepy. Now you see how insomnia loves me too much. Hello insomnia, I love you too! (I have to admit) eventhough it's like gonna kills me for sometime. But in fact, that's what supports me best as a late night machine.

Late night machine? Yes, that's my lately nickname for my brain. The beautiful part of God's creation that highly productive in the middle of the night (mostly) in me.

Why night? Well, ask God for that one. All I know is just that it's so good to me to think at night. Maybe the silence, maybe the darkness, or even maybe the night cold air that brings the late night machine working so fast, so much faster than it's in the day light.

Lots of idea came up in the super late night hours to me for these long time. That's why I said insomnia supports me best here. Because at night I get the ideas, and at night I write. I should write! I should write it down imediately. Because if I bring it to my bed, it's just gonna gone with the dream when I'm sleeping, and I'll miss it when I woke up. Atleast that's what I learned about me and the late night machine all these years. Because not once or twice I did it (forgeting the idea), too much already. :D

Then, what I do? What should I do? The answer is only in a word. Write! Yes, I should write! (Again, I said) Not only this time I write about a thing over and over again, but most of times. Because that's the thing. That's the formula. Write it! Not once, not twice, but over and over again. You can make it hundreds or thousands even (if you can, and if want to). ;)

I write down my dreams, I write down my ideas, my needs, and even my wants, everytime I know it, everywhere! I write it down on the paper, in my notebook, in my cellphone, or even on tissues. I'll write it over and over again because I know it can be only need a second for me to forget what I wrote and where. So when I write it everywhere, there's also so much possibilities for me to find it everywhere (Even in my paper trash can). :P

Just like right now, I'm writing it down in my cellphone with me laying down on my bed. Kinda sleepy, but my late night machine won't let me close my eyes before I done it first. And I think I'm done now, done for tonight. I guess what the late night machine wants tonight is just to share you the story of it self. The story about a late night machine and it's owner (me).

Well, let's get some rest! Now it's time for me and the late night machine to stop working then play a little part in my dream. Good night world, sleep well. God bless you! :*

x.o. Januari

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

eenie meenie miney mo!

Hi there, how are you?
It's been so long, and I miss you all here so much, really! :)

Don't know where to start, as usual. I missed too many things to write in here. Almost 4 months have passed since the last time I wrote here. Things happen so fast, and many changes occurred. Not because I don't have the time I didn't write here, but because too often the change is happening, until I was too confused to tell it here. In a second black could be white, and vice versa in the next second. Abstract! Unpredictable.

Well okay, let's just start try to write something! ;)
What first?! Umm... Good news? Yes, I have some good news!


  1. I have officially become a baccalaureate last month. Yaiy! Finally, huh? Finally I did what I should do for a long time. With a little more desire and effort that left in me to reach it. And now I'm freeeeeeeeee! ;p
  2. This month I will have my sister again here, in the same town and home again. Therefore, I also have decided to seek work here, in my town now. In order to keep hanging out with my little family. I think it would be lovely! Absolutely! Yeppy! :*
  3. God has given a small gift that feels wonderful to my family some time ago. It felt so wonderful because it comes from my amazing parent's hard work. Thank God. I love You, always, even more and more each day!
  4. What else? Aha! Etc. :P
Thennnn... Bad news?? Oh, I hate bad news! Well, yes, it happened a few times. Even many times within a narrow time like yesterday too. And stilllll in the lovelife area. Common, huh? But ya, never mind. I don't want to destroy this beautiful atmosphere with bad news. Not now, and will never I wish. Not just not to write it down here, but also would never happen again. I guess I start to destroy the atmosphere nowwww...haha Okay let's stop it now and put a (point)

But hey, talking about (point), beside the (point) (.), hehehe a bit confusing, I'm sorry. :p The point of my blog today is about life and choices. Or call it life choices. Yes, many options which I have set in my life. There are some that still remain the same as the previous one, but many also have changed. Well, as we all know, life is all about choices.

The conclusion?
I just MISS this site too much, I MISS to write here like crazy, and I MISS YOU all here so bad! Just like I said before, I miss you, really! :) *hugs

Dear friends, may God be with you always. God bless you! Amen. :*

x.o. Januari
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