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Saturday, December 27, 2014

Does it?

I still remember the reason why I always tried not to get attached to any person in my life before. I knew how it feels to be alone at any place and anytime without feeling lonely. I did almost anything by myself without feeling so hard about it. I felt stronger. I didn't give a chance for anyone to change it. Until Lord did.

Is it normal?
Now I feel needy, tired easily. It feels like my power decreasing, down, low. I don't like it. I don't want it.
I am happy with the love that I finally can feel now, I just don't wanna be weak.

For some person who really cares about me, it is a positive thing for me. For being not that too independent anymore. Because now I have someone who could taking care of me most of the time. But to me, it become a negative thing at the same time. Because I know, there will be some other time, when I should stand on my feet again without his help. When he's not around.

I need my power to stays at the same level. Not changing at all.

Love doesn't make us weak, does it?

2 comments:

Ricademus said...

Is it really you posting??? :)

I don't know if it's normal, but it's what happened to me. I wanted no attachments and no one depending on me. I ended up with the opposite. Along the way I learned that letting someone help you is letting them show that they love you. We can't always be the one helping the other person, sometimes we have to let them help us.

ceritajanuari said...

Yes, it's me!!! Been a while, right? :)

Glad to know that I'm not the only one who felt it. You're right. Thank you..

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