a Greet from Januari

Hello there, here's my 4th blog site, the continue of my lifetime stories in my 1st, 2nd, and 3rd before.. But i'll still active in my 3rd, so see u here and there!! ;)

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Tuesday, August 25, 2015


Sesekali ingin menulis dalam bahasa yang tidak semua orang mengerti. Bahasa Indonesia? Oh Aci, yang benar saja!

Ya, saya merasa aneh setiap kali ingin menulis dalam bahasa ini. Bukan sok-sokan, hanya kadang jadi sedikit geli. Banyak.

Mungkin karena blog ini bukan berisi artikel-artikel serius yang membahas masalah sosial atau politik seperti apa yang dulu saya pelajari dan lakukan di masa kuliah. Bercerita masalah perasaan dan pikiran pribadi dalam bahasa Indonesia masih sedikit banyak membuat saya merasa kaku, terlebih aneh. Tapi malam ini saya sangat ingin. Boleh?

Saya rindu. Itu saja.

Sunday, February 8, 2015

What If

I'm not the kind of person who likes to telling someone/anyone to do something/anything right. With a hope that they'll just understand what to do with simple "What if.." question to theirself.
Am I wrong? Now I think so.

"What if it happened to me?",
"What if someone/anyone do that thing to me?",
"If it so, what would I feel in that position?",
"Will it hurt me? Or bothered me at least?",
...nah, forget it!

I'm just tired or being too much, MAYBE. As usual, blame the PMS!

Good night.

Friday, January 23, 2015


Don't love me unless you can communicate with me. Because it's the key.

I hate wondering. I'd rather wander.
I just need your seconds to let me know. Or just let me go.
Don't fake it to me. Unless you can fake it forever.
Love me long. Or just go along.
If someday we're unable to make it, remember that I've tried my best not to break it.

I just need a simple thing, called communication.

Sunday, January 18, 2015

Have You Ever?

When you have so much things in your mind, and you start to questioning "how?"
When you are so excited about something, but you feel the fear at the same time
When even a story teller can't tell, and a writer can't write


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